Me Outside Looking In Dreams
1 of 2 (Recurring during preschooler age after near-death as a toddler).
I was outside a long and narrow building somewhere in the woods. It was at night, but there was some light to see things. The door to the building was at the left short side of the building. I was tiny and stood in the grass a good distance from the door next to a forest on my left. The door was up a bit on my right. Beside me were two women; one on the left of me and one on the right as small as me.
Just then a very tall man dressed in white walked by me, went up to the building, opened the door, and walked inside. I think he had black shoes on, but I’m not sure. Anyway, I was about the height of his shoes or so. I followed him trying to keep up. When I entered the building, there was a long hallway in front of me and several doors lined up on the right and left side opposite of each other.
I kept following the man. He had dark colored hair–like dark brown or black. After a long walk down the hall, he turned and entered into a room. I heard some talking in the room. The hall was brightly lit outside the room. I leaned into the doorway, and and an enormous bright light shown from inside the room. It was then that I always woke up.
Why was it night? What was the building and the door leading into it? Who were the angels? Who was the man? What was the hallway? What were all those doors on the right and left? Who was the man talking to in the brightly lit room? And why was I there?
Spiritual: The women at either side of me were the cherubim and sword guarding the entrance to the Kingdom described in the Book of Genesis. The building was the Kingdom of God. The Entrance Door was the door to the Kingdom. The hallway was the path or river that runs through the Kingdom from beginning to end. The doors on either side of the hall were the Tree of Life (Spirit) providing Knowledge, Wisdom, and Love at each of the 12 Harbors on each side of the River depending on which harbor you enter into. The man was the Spirit. The room with the bright light was Heaven or Heaven-on-Earth. The person that Jesus was speaking to was God.
Psychological: The Forest was the Brain Stem. The women and I were at the end of the Brain Stem in the Reptilian Mind or Complex. I was the Ego. The women at either side of me were the Superego and the Shadow. The building was the Brain from the the beginning of the Cerebellum. The Entrance Door was the door to the Cerebellum. The hallway is the pathway that runs through the Brain from the beginning of the Cerebellum, through the Limbic System, and ending at the furthest point of the Neo or Prefrontal Cortex. The doors on either side were doors of knowledge, wisdom (conscience), and love making up 12 major points of human brain development or maturity on the pathway. The man was the Spirit Guide or Wise Mind. The room at the end with the bright light was the place of Dopamine effectiveness if still alive. Heaven Itself is even further reaching if dead. The person that the man was speaking to was what I would call the Executive Mind. This may all attribute to the Triune Brain in some form or fashion.
2 of 2.
Suddenly I was alone,
In a park of granite and steps of stone,
Flowing at different levels, toward a building unknown.
And then I stopped, and turned around,
And saw my house, chain-linked abound.
But I continued on and walked did I,
Past the benches and under, beautiful sky.
And then in stride,
I reached the building on the other side,
I looked through the door, and in the light,
There I was, in a robe, dressed in white,
Welcoming others, with a smile,
And loving my life, all the while.
My Beginning of My Journey Dreams
1 of 2.
Shown to me in a dream,
With miles of walk, like an open stream,
And people living in the buildings along,
This path I’m on, together in simple song.
The temple I pictured there was white,
Where I lived secured in purity and light.
From there my journey had started,
Waiving to my past as I parted.
2 of 2.
Before the day of my enlightenment and rebirth, I dreamed as I was sleeping. I dreamed I climbed out of a great pit and then I became like a dove taking off. Then I became a pine limb, with many branches and millions of green pine needles, soaring through the air with the wind rushing through and supporting me as I flew through a great forest. As I soared, I felt a presence behind me try to grab onto my heels, but I smelled the pine of trees and what was dark and dingy became vibrant with color and clear. I then kicked away that pesky critter from behind and kicked him so hard that he fell hard to the ground like he didn’t know what hit him, all knocked-out and confused and delusional at that. And after I escaped and flew a little further, behold, I came upon a beautiful waterfall that fell into a deep and beautiful cavern and there my soul was released into it and I continued to fly higher into the beautiful white-lighted sky.
Days before this, I was searching for the answer of who Jesus was. This was during the end of my most vast desert, which I talk about in a later passage. I had obeyed the Lord during this time and He said to me that I was the sweetest little child and then that I have done well. And then came the dream I talk about above.
The following is what I wrote at the immediate moment of my rebirth or Pentecost, which came shortly after my dream. God Bless you, brothers and sisters.
[God is within me. He is the eternal flame with the fuel to last eternity. He is my holy spirit. Jesus is the translator, the teacher that God has sent down for us. He teaches us the meaning of the true flame of love within you, more what it means once you see it and own it. You focus upon that and it truly radiates the love and beautiful energy that gives you bountiful love and energy yourself. No need what everyone is up to. By focusing on your eternal flame, the world will see your immense beauty, your incredible peace. I say to you, concentrate on this flame, this incredible gift of the Lord and you will surpass your wildest dreams. The thing is that your dreams will come true whilst what you are doing now. Not the dreams of this world, those that matter. You will not allow yourself to remain in abusive and destructive relationships. You will understand that your true mate is one that must reflect the love and inner beauty you now understand. That she is truly a gift from God because the flame you see within yourself will be what you see radiating from her. And you know that that is God shining back on you. You will energize her and she will energize you. You will never wish to destruct her. You will not wish to sadden her. You will wish to care for her, but not over care—that is God’s work as He chooses not yours. And she will not accept your caretaking of her. Because she will not need it and you will not have to give it. She will want your radiant being, as you will be thrilled to see that in her every day of your life. The immense power you two will give off! My affliction will not allow the destruction of my life with her. I will not disgrace God that way. I will fight my wasteful behavior by letting it come in any time it wishes. Roll around inside me and I will get on with my life and persevere. But the eternal flame of life will never allow it to get past it. It will rise up until it leaves. The flame demands you to focus upon it and rise up against the affliction. Own your affliction. It is a part of you. Tolerate it as a unique part of you. But never let it be you. You are born of the flame of eternity. Your affliction is only a tourist—But God’s flame is its Guide. We do not hate it. But the flame will overpower it. The holy spirit is your eternity, your infinity, and your gift from the holy one, from the Lord above. He will always keep the wondrous flame going and the more you focus on the flame, the higher it rises. Then more it will fill you for nothing of harm to enter and then radiate the bright energy of the beautiful flame to and from outside your entire body. Others will see it and may be attracted to it but that won’t be your purpose and then release your soul to soar. You will be One and you will do what you do—Do, fun, love, fulfill. Rejoice of your special gift from God. Thank Jesus for his choice to teach it to us and interpret it for us. He didn’t have to, but he did. Of having the flame but not understanding it would be terrible. But by interpreting it for us, he is indeed our savior here on earth. I believe he is still here. God you are wonderful. And thank you for seeing me deserved of you spirit. You are indeed the pure love of all ages. As He says unto me, “I Am One. I Am wonderful. I hope everyone can enjoy it for themselves. With all my love. My name is Wonderful…”]
And then a vision came to me of my wife and I in the Kingdom of Heaven on earth, which I talk about in later passages. And understanding from the Word of God came upon me. And He said, “Write what I tell you to write,” which is what you read in these passages as well as I am able to interpret. I pray that what I added to this text from my own soul will be revealed to me later by Him so that I will make it right in His Eyes. And then His Teachings were and still are made known to me. Yes, the Lord Jesus Christ was faithful to His Word—His Word I only read in the Bible a while later to affirm His Gift to me. And the Lord Jesus Christ was faithful in every one of His Words and sequence in John 14:15-31.
My Journey with My Spirit
And I dreamt of a mountain,
And caverns in which wise men were in.
Asking each of them “What is Life?”,
Each handing me something before I went back into night.
And then I found myself at train tracks looking both ways,
And I said to myself “Is it safe to cross into gray?”
And what I found was that darkness was part of light,
And lightness was part of night.
That we never know for sure,
What’s ’round the bend,
But ne’er I need to bother,
‘Cause no longer did I have to worry,
About the end.
My Garden Community
I found myself in a beautiful yard.
It was pure white, fully sacred and nothing marred.
The building had many rooms; behind the center door a Great Hall,
Where many people stood and played; heavy, skinny, short, and tall.
The building was the sustenance of us all.
As I approached it, there was a guardian blocking my way,
It would not allow me to walk further, keeping me at bay.
To me, it looked angry and mean and scared me so,
I just stood there frozen without knowing, which way to go.
But forward I went, and moved it did not like a wall,
And I was free to approach the Hall.
Everything seeks love—even the wind and the earth.
Love is in the center where everything reverts.
Even a heart separates above,
But both sides come around and down again to complete its love.
Because love is the balance of all things,
And believing in it is the first step to sprouting its wings.